SONNET 29
When, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd,
Desiring this man's art and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arising
From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
For thy sweet love remember'd such wealth brings
That then I scorn to change my state with kings.
I analyzed this poem with my group members, and I found this sonnet very interesting and emotional. Shakespeare's life was no walk in the park, he went through many hardships. Which of course led to his melodramatic writing style.
My interpretation of this sonnet is, I think that its about how Shakespeare was once depressed. It could've been due to jealousy or envy as it states in line 1. Or to the fact that hes an outcast. I mean its kind of hard to tell, I've tried researching about his life, but there isn't much detail as to what brought on his emotional pain. On line 4 it really shows how he really hates his life and wishes for a different fate. And on line 6 it says how he wishes he looked or was like other men. This shows how during this depressive state he was in, he was also very insecure.
Towards the end of the sonnet Shakespeare reflects back to happier times, before his ill-state. He thinks of "her" and all their sweet memories, and then he regrets nothing. Once he realizes, he was happy with her, but now that shes gone, hes finally learning to accept that and be okay with that. Or at least thats what I think its about.